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♥ Friday, November 28, 2008
once again.


and finally,
i got to meet up with xuli & charmaine yesterday :DDDD
went to town to help xuli shop for her stuffs for prom,
hahaha.

just as their a levels ended,
my common test is around the corner.
i ought to be studying, i knowwwww.
boohoo ):

miss jolene lee,
can you please return as soon as possible
and pleeeeease stop flying off,
we all need to meet up soooon !

christmas christmas christmas :D
plan uh, girls!
hahaha.

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loved; 5:47 PM

♥ Tuesday, November 25, 2008
you can't fight music.


i guess im feeling better, mentally
i dont think anyone understand what i was going through,
and i dont expect anyone to.
but i just hope "friends" could stop using the word "emo" on me.

if you're a friend, you wouldnt attempt to "brainwash" your friend that he or she is emo.
go think about it,
what kind of friend does it make you?

well anyway,
it's down to me and my music (:
ive been catching up a lot,
and its the only way i can feel better.
reggae dance moves are the coolest !

common test period is coming,
i have yet started on anything,
so im going MIA soon.
till then love (:

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loved; 4:26 PM

♥ Monday, November 24, 2008
feel the music with your body


the music that have been playing everyday (:

Singer: 王力宏 (Wang Lee Hom)
Title: 摇滚怎么了 (What happened to rock)


leehom's latest song :D
after his chinked-out where he puts chinese elements together with r&b
now he's out to work it with rock!
it blends so well,
and it was really super high at the concert (:


Singer: Usher
Title: Love In This Club


had the song since it was released,
but after watching the making of the music video,
totally fell for it.


Singer: 王力宏 (Wang Lee Hom)
Title: 女朋友 (Girlfriend)


one of leehom's old song,
but could never get enough of it.
totally feel the need to move!

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loved; 4:13 PM

♥ Monday, November 17, 2008
with the memories of you,


Song Title: Save Me From Myself
Singer: Christina Aguilera


Song Title: 我還是不懂 (I Still Don't Know)
Singer: A-Lin


Song Title: If I Ain't Got You
Singer: Alicia Keys


Song Title: 傻孩子 (Foolish Child)
Singer: 閻韋伶 (Olivia)


"你像個孩子一樣的被我看穿 在你面前我試著隱瞞
所有過去全都變成傷害
我像個傻子一樣的被你出賣 一字一句都要我承擔
到了最後 我選擇分開..."

Translation:
"i see through you like you're a child, but i try to hide it all
all the past that hurts me so much.
you betrayed me like i was a fool, and i have to bear all the cruelty
at the end, i decided to leave..."



thank you for the music,
RIP, i miss you so dearly.

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loved; 9:51 AM

♥ Saturday, November 15, 2008
you're beautiful, in every single way.



RIP
in case you dont know what happen,
she's a contestant in the taiwan's big scale singing competition,
in fact she was the second runner up for season 3.

i really really think it's quite a pity that she had decided to commit suicide,
and it's rumoured to be because of a relationship.
i really admire & love her voice so much,
and not many taiwanese could sing english songs like she does.
just as her career was getting on track,
she decided to end it.

im feeling so down about it,
cos i could feel how much her friends & family love her,
and shes not the only bad news i've heard for the whole of today already.
as i was reading the news,
i saw one article mentioning ing, and about him crying upon the news.
however i think hes too busy right now,
so i left him an offline message instead.
but ing, do remember im always here if you need someone to talk to.

may love & happiness always be with you.

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♥ Wednesday, November 12, 2008
you bring me sunshine (:


more birthday wishes & presents,
thanks people.

the wishes:
donal
shawnting
phuishan
stacey

the presents:
glenn&jeff
kenny


words going out to my lovely gift givers:

suern & huiying
hey darlings, thanks a lot!
the roses & balloons are still surviving strong right now
and still as beautiful as ever :D
and it's the heart that counts, love ya.

mathiaus
the print is super pretty!
and let me describe my first expression when i open the box, since you wanna know.
im super surprised that i shouted oh my gosh, out loud!
it's just really really preeeeeetty (:
thanks matt!

jeff
hey, thanks for the cute lil things.
it'll be on my desk for a really really long time!
im not so awesome a friend luh.
but thanks for everything :D

guankai, leonardi, guanyu, shunli, bala, nicholas & jerrold
the balloon is still surviving, no worries.
your efforts are not wasted!
and the bears are super duper cute, they shall be named after the 7 of you (:
dont worry, i'll not torture them luh.
years down the road & they will still be intact,
just the way you gave them to me, thanks darlings!

jeff & glenn
and the second gift from jeff lau, hahah!
thanks twinnie & jeff,
finally fulfilling my wish of being a GEEEEEK.
i think i look really stupid in it,
just the way i am, HEH.

kenny
thanks my dear,
it's really beautiful (:
i have never expected it,
and it must have been expensive.
remember theres always me when if youre too stressed up & all,
and you need someone to talk to (:

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loved; 10:55 PM

♥ Tuesday, November 11, 2008
on that very special day...


and here i present you, the cast of peishan's birthday 2008 (:


THE PRESENTS
(from the guys)



THE CAKE,
which tastes super good, and the candles were so so cute.
thanks to guankai & leonardi :D


AND...
THE LOVELY PEOPLE!







THANKS GUYS, LOVE YA ALL! (:

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loved; 10:11 PM

and, YOU GIVE ME SOMETHING.


oh boy, stagewerkz has got me more bruises & cuts.
cos i was rushing around handling many many things.
so my legs were still sore,
as i have to run up & down the flight of stairs in my heels.
way to go, peishan!
and yes, SEND ME ALL THE PEEKTURES!

yesterday was BIRTHDAY :DDDD
my inbox was flooded by many many text messages when 12mn strikes,
THANKS LOVELIES (:

birthday lunch with parents was absolutely greeeeat,
and dinner with my dearest beatty guys was superb!
credits to guankai & leonardi.
do send me all the peektures soon!

and yes, thanks for those that have given me presents!
(suern, huiying, jeff, mathiaus, guankai, leonardi, bala, shunli, guanyu, nicholas & jerrold)
love them all (:

and so the list goes for my birthday wishes:
(in random order)

THE LAYDEES
charmaine
jolene
xuli
michelle
suern
taolian
huiying
kelly
samanthaheng
salny
boonchin
kweegek
samanthathen
danielle
xinying
shihui
violet
angel
cherylphua
sokyou

THE GUYS
guankai
leonardi
bala
guanyu
shunli
nicholas
glenn
qingfu
jefflau
hazm
edison
xingxian
kongaik
weixuan
mathiaus
benjaminchua
david
yaowei
kenny
rendall
dexter
jonathanng
yixi
richardchua
jonathantoh
harris
timothy
ranald
lianhui
edmund
philipian
jasonkoh
malcolm

I LOVE MY PEOPLE (:

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loved; 11:32 AM

♥ Sunday, November 09, 2008
just to let go,


STAGEWERKZ 2008 HAD FINALLY COME TO AN END!

the event is a great big success, thanks to everyone involved (:
& congrats to all the top6.

i dont think i'll be posting the peektures cos i think i look quite fugly in them.
a year ago, i was up on that same stage,
now i feel so old.

theres many points of time where i actually felt like crying,
but im so not gonna tell you what & why.
hahah.
some things are better left unsaid.

I WANNA SING SING SINGGGGGG.

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loved; 1:13 AM

♥ Thursday, November 06, 2008
it's you (:


thanks guys for trying to cheer me up.
leonardi, kenny & jonathan (:

i dont have to start ranting about my problems to feel better,
just the crap talking helps so much.

PEOPLE,
I STILL NEED A BIG HUG !

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loved; 11:51 PM

this is real, the world.


for some reasons,
i just wanna hide in a corner to cry.

i can see myself turning transparent,
while i stand far away clapping for the rest of the people,
and i walk away in silence.
who would notice that?

im not noble.
just keep doing & suffer in silence,
because nobody needs to know what you're going through.
this world is practical & self centered.
and at the end of the route,
you can only hand all your efforts over,
and stand aside.

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loved; 10:47 PM

♥ Wednesday, November 05, 2008
and what role do i play?


i dont feel so good,
and everyone's too busy with their own stress,
that everyone is neglecting everyone's feelings.
):

stagewerkz finale on saturday,
but somehow im not in the mood.
to be honest,
it should be the event i am more attached too,
since i was part of it last year.
but right now,
i dont see my presence.
im neither here nor there,
i dont know what to say.

people thinks im too in post to do saikang,
however im not the superior that handles the honour.

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loved; 11:23 PM

♥ Tuesday, November 04, 2008
woo-ha (:


had four new posts before this one,
i was focusing on the publicity of stagewerkz finale.
so i saved my posts as drafts,
and decided that i should post it all together;
since ticketing is over & done with (:

stagewerkz performance today was a great big success :DDDD
i thank the lecturers for making their way down to show some concern & support.
this goes out to all the supporters, bacommers & performers too!
well done people (:
giving out of tickets went really well too,
if anyone is still interested in getting tickets,
do contact me as soon as possible.
tickets running FAST!

today,
2 happy moments (:
success of stagewerkz performance & one enemy down.

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loved; 9:29 PM

♥ Monday, November 03, 2008
life like that (:


it's been a really really tiring day,
and im expecting it to be just the same for the rest of the week.


im having cma test the day after my birthday ):
i dont have much time to study,
and I DONT WANNA DO IT ON MY BIRTHDAY!
tsk.


today,
someone manage to change my mindset a little on some stuffs i've decided on.
dont know if it would be a good thing, or not.
but so far so good,
im glad people like this still exist around me (:
be a little more sensitive,
it doesnt hurt to show you care.


a few happy moments every day,
keeps me going a long way.
i have 2 happy moments today (:
(who would bother to remember the bad ones?)
a good guy friend who cares & the secret reveals.

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loved; 10:47 PM

♥ Sunday, November 02, 2008
my only idol.


WANG LEE HOM'S MUSIC MAN CONCERT 2008 IS ABSOLUTELY FANTASTIC!!!!!

i cannot get enough of it !
cos leehom's music talent is just so wonderful,
seriously.
two thumbs up to the stage design, concept & superb effects (:

i loved his songs & talents before the concert,
and im loving them so much more after!
i really felt the music & lyrics,
makes me wonder what was going through his mind when he wrote these great songs.

especially those love songs,
not many guys could express love in his way;
not cliche, not mushy, but sweet, romantic & really deep.

oh yeah, and did i mention?
there were so many middle aged women!
not forgetting the grannies,
i was so so so amazed!
i supposed his talents killed many many.

stefanie sun & kit chan were at the concert too.
not as special guests though,
leehom needs no special appearance!
he was the only performer throughout the show,
that's how awesome he is ((((:

and i got myself a lucky seat!
leehom decided to walk down the aisle,
out of the entire stadium with so many stairways,
he came down MINE!
hahaha.

(due to copyright issues, im not gonna put up so many photos, just a few on random)







in conclusion,
leehom is my superhero - music man!

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loved; 4:02 PM



i felt so much more for leehom's songs after his concert!
feel the music (:
my favourite song of them all!
*coloured words are my favourites :D


雲飄在天空 浪在海流動
clouds in the skies, tides of the seas
這世界太多 無法掌握的夢
in this world, there's so many dreams that beyond reach
你站在風中 你是自由的 
you stand against the wind, you have your freedom
生命有太多 不得不分的痛
in life, there's so many times you face the pain of separation


當你將離別握在我手心 
when you decided to let go
我聽見愛被悄悄捏碎的聲音
i hear the crushing of our love
你不懂你不要的我的心 
the heart of mine that you did not understand and abandoned
會隨你鬆開的手而喊停
stops beating as you let go
我試著微笑 (試著微笑) 
i try to smile
試著擁抱 在每一秒
try to embrace, every moment
我不想看見閉上的眼睛 
i hate to see you avoid
害怕你最後 化成淚溜出手心
afraid that our love ends up with just only tears


你給過的承諾 我怎麼能不放手 
the promise you gave, how can i not let go
當妳誠實述說 他的愛多遼闊
hen you speak honestly, how much he loves you
這是我的手 它牽過你往事中度過 
and this is my hand, that once brought you through so much
這段漫長的路 不該走到寂寞
this long winding road, should not let us to loneliness

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♥ Saturday, November 01, 2008
welcome to my world (:


some people asked me,
"why not get a boyfriend? i think you'll be much better off."

i cant help but laughed, whenever i hear that.
that's not true, not a bit.
i guess it's hard for you to understand,
but you can try.

i believe people these days are dating for the sake of fun, pleasure & joy.
they dont think much, they dont see the future,
or shall i say, they thought they know what they want.
marriage doesnt cross their minds,
and even for some of my friends who are already thinking about it,
i can say, none of them has any idea what to expect.
there's so many things behind it,
and i guess you need life experience to understand.

but anyway, marriage doesnt strike me,
not for now at least.
well my point is, i have so many things happening in my life,
and people around me think it's so simple,
that a boyfriend can help share a burden.
but no way, we'll be of each other's burden.

friendship problem is not a problem;
boy-girl relationship problem is not a problem;
studies problem is not a problem;
living life IS a problem.

if my reader, you, is in your early 20s or below,
it's really fine if you dont get it,
that means you're at your right stage of life.
if you're in your mid 20s or above,
and you still dont get it,
do start thinking what have you been wasting your last 20 years of your life in.

another reason relationship cannot get in my way,
in my perspective,
im too old for boys, too childish for men.
leave me my time to grow up.
i need to live life.

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